Faith Series, Part 3

When I first began discussing “Faith” I stated I would be covering 3 parts to the series. 

  1. To identify and name what keeps us from faith (fear, confidence, inferiority…) whatever is enabling us?
  2. To be honest with ourselves and most especially with God.
  3. To know where we are, where we want to be and to whom we belong.

Review of Part 1, God does not require us to be at a particular place in life or in our belief or faith to be saved and be in fellowship with God; most importantly because we are incapable of ever reaching Him and saving ourselves.  God wants to meet us exactly where we are in life, the only thing required is for us to admit we are sinful and to recognize that God loved us so much He gave His only Son, Jesus Christ to suffer and die.  We are afforded salvation through the mercy, grace and unconditional love of God…period!  My lack of self-confidence and understanding truth keep me from being in constant relationship with God, my humanness.  God bridged the gap that separates us from Him and His glory because of our sins through the death and resurrection of His Son, Jesus Christ.  Jesus paid the ransom for all sin, by His unselfish act of doing His Father’s will we now have an intercessor on our behalf to reconcile with God the Father. 

I Timothy 2:5-6 (NIV) For there is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all people. This has now been witnessed to at the proper time.”

Hebrews 7:23-25 (NIV) “Now there have been many of those priests, since death prevented them from continuing in office; but because Jesus lives forever, he has a permanent priesthood. Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them.”

Review of Part 2, I stated that “faith” to me is an “action” word and I also stated, “While it is true, faith in God requires my affirmation (action) in God displayed in my daily life and interactions, the real action of faith is the power, majesty and grace of God.”  Faith is the foundation of Christian life and assurance of a future in Heaven with God. 

Part 3 of Faith is for each of us to individually look at our lives and seek to be more Christ-like and deepen our relationship with God.  There is no better person to tell your life story than you!  Our lives can be anything we want it to be; in many ways we can be our own worst enemy or our biggest fan.  God has given each of us a detailed plan for an amazing life, the Bible.  The Bible can be scary to open and read, but you don’t have to be scared.  Start with stories you’ve heard or watch a movie about a story from the Bible.  The Bible is filled with true accounts of men and women living for God, their stories are about activities that still happen in our lives today, such as betrayal, grief, victory, love, companionship, trials, pain, healing, brotherhood, sacrifice, miracles, prophecy, strength, mercy, forgiveness, agriculture, geography, mathematics, promises kept, promises broken, cultural, traditions, laws, nature, animals, history, health issues, families…anything and everything you can think of can be found within the pages of the Bible.  These are my truths:

  1. I believe in Jesus Christ, He came and lived on earth and took upon Himself the sins of the entire human race.  God loves us that much.
  2. I believe in Heaven and Hell, I choose Heaven not because it beats the alternative but because Jesus loves me, He created me and He gave me purpose.  I hunger for knowledge about my God and His wondrous works. 
  3. I am sinful; it is something I am reminded of daily and thankful for forgiveness.  God meets me each day where I am.
  4. I want to share my views and faith with others; I am seeking God’s will for my life.

Things that work for me and help keep me be honest and true:

  1. Begin my day with devotions and praying to God, talking with God.  He wants to be in relationship with His children.
  2. Ask for God with walk with me throughout my day, reminding myself that I am not alone.  I also where a ring that is engraved, “You’ll never walk alone.” 
  3. End my day with a devotional and sharing with God.
  4. Attend church, involved in groups and activities within my church and help my community.
  5. I read books, share on twitter and I share my faith on my blog.
  6. Engage in conversations about my faith with friends.
  7. Less TV entertainment, TV became a distraction for me it kept me in my home too much and created less time to be in community with my family and friends.

I had initially stated, that faith for me is an action word; with the focus being “my” actions while I believe that to be true, faith in God requires my affirmation (action) in God displayed in my daily life and interactions, the real action of faith is the power, majesty and grace of God.  Faith is the foundation of Christian life and assurance of spending eternity in Heaven with God because we are incapable of saving ourselves.  Here’s a quote by Charles Spurgeon that rings so true, “When I thought God was hard, I found it easy to sin; but when I found God so kind, so good, so overflowing with compassion, I beat my breast to think I could ever have rebelled against One who loved me so and sought my good.”

Our time together has ended, now our services begin!  I hope this 3 part series has been beneficial to you and your Christian journey.  I will list some references below that may also be helpful:

~Blessings and Peace~

References:

http://jonathanmerritt.religionnews.com/2013/10/02/tullian-tchividjian/

http://www.biblegateway.com

http://www.wikihow.com/Build-Self-Confidence

http://www.wikihow.com/Trust-Your-Own-Abilities

Hebrews 11:1 (NIV) “Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.”

Hebrews 11:6 (NIV) “And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.”

Romans 10:17 (NIV) “Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.”

Ephesians 2:8-9 (NIV) “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God not by works, so that no one can boast.”

Aloha

I recently received news from a friend that she is moving to Hawaii, I was so excited for her but also sad that I may not get to see her for a long time. She and I had once planned for a Hawaiian vacation unfortunately it never can to fruition.  Our friendship has spanned over a decade and we have shared ups and downs, successes and failures as well as love and loss with one another. It’s funny, she used to refer to me as her “hero” a role that fueled my confidence day by day, year after year I tried to be everything for my friend. A difficult lesson I learned through the years was loving someone and providing for someone are wonderful things to do but life and relationship are about the to and fro, the give and take…they must be reciprocal in order to grow individually as well as together.  This lesson was one I learned from NOT doing those things. In any relationship communication is key, doing too much for a partner or friend can actually hurt the one person you are trying to help and love completely, crazy I know but it’s the truth. I learned that sometimes you have to allow freedom and change to happen so love can blossom and grow, to mature.  I wanted to be her “hero” and I thought that could only happen if I did everything, sometimes being the “hero” meaning stepping back and watching the cocoon bloom into a beautiful butterfly…That is exactly what happened with my friend!!! She is independent, smart and beautiful! I wish her much happiness in Hawaii and I know that when I am able to see her again it will be as if no time has passed.  I was unable to recognize the plans that God had for me, until I was able to surrender all to Him, His plan is way cooler than I ever dreamed.  Aloha, my friend traveling mercies for you and much happiness!  Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV) “For I know the plans I have for you, ‘declares the Lord,’ plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

References:

http://www.biblegateway.com/

Celebrate Recovery

Recently, I had the opportunity to attend a “Celebrate Recovery’s 12 Steps and Their Biblical Comparisons” meeting with two of my cousins. The meeting was very upbeat and had an energetic atmosphere. I am truly thankful that groups like these exist for individuals to receive support and camaraderie. I agreed with the majority of information I heard at the meeting and I am somewhat hesitant to mention my concerns and views; however, my conscience is not allowing me to not speak…My caution is to anyone involved in organized groups like this one specifically or ones similar, please do not accept everything you hear or see without exploring the content for yourself. My heart became troubled over words used in two of the twelve steps, it may just be the words themselves but for me to not share my views seemed unconscionable. Step 2: We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity and Step 6: We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.  The word “sanity” for me is too strong and for me I prefer ” the renewal of your mind” in Romans 12:2 “Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.”  My second word of concern is “defect” I believe that we are all born uniquely created by God and that we all are born with a purpose.  The verse I would select is Psalms 139:14 “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;  your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” Ok, for the record, I am not a theologian, these are my personal preferences, it is entirely possible that these passages and references were instilled in me by someone, much like the “Celebrate Recovery’s 12 Steps and Their Biblical Comparisons.”   So, I am not throwing stones, merely sharing my belief and a word of caution, you can’t believe everything you hear…you must seek knowledge on your own as well.  I have most recently been writing about faith and what is means to me, faith is personal…whatever you may have faith in should be personal.  I am specifically talking about my faith in God and I have no proof or logic to give you only that I do believe in a power greater than myself and that power is the Holy Trinity, God the Father, the Son, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.  I have been involved in church activities my whole life, but I am also celebrating a recovery, just as with any addiction…sin!  Humans are sinful, and we must daily pray and ask God for guidance and support, we are born sinful by nature and battles are won daily and will continue to rage on until the war is over, that will be when Jesus comes for His followers and we will live with Him forever in Heaven.  Until that day, we are all in a state of recovery, daily we must arm ourselves with grace, mercy, love and forgiveness for ourselves as well as all the people we come in contact with. God loves each of us and desires to be in relationship with us, He is just wanting to be asked to share your life, all of it the good times, the sad times and lonely times…there is not a single event in our lives that God doesn’t want to share with us.  If it’s been awhile since you have talked with God, go ahead and call upon Him now, He’s available 24/7/365…no waiting/no appointment necessary.   Jeremiah 33:3 “Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.’

~Blessings and Peace~

References:

http://www.biblegateway.com/

http://ssalinda.wordpress.com/2009/01/08/58/

Step 2: We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.

For it is God who is at work in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.  PHILIPPIANS 2:13

Step 6: We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.

Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

JAMES 4:10 NIV

Faith, Part 2

After I finished writing part 1, I read an article on twitter that provided some insight to “faith.”  The article features Tullian Tchividjian, grandson of Billy Graham, he shares his thoughts regarding his new book, “One Way Love: Inexhaustible Grace for an Exhausted World.”   The article offered a different way of defining faith to me.  I previously stated that faith for me is an action word; with the focus being “my” actions…I believe that I was somewhat slanted in my view.  While it is true, faith in God requires my affirmation (action) in God displayed in my daily life and interactions, the real action of faith is the power, majesty and grace of God.  Faith is the foundation of Christian life and assurance of a future in Heaven with God.  A quote from the article that really spoke to me was “Only undeserved grace can truly melt and transform the heart. The route by which the New Testament exhorts sacrificial love and obedience is not by tempering grace but by driving it home. Charles Spurgeon nailed it when he said, “When I thought God was hard, I found it easy to sin; but when I found God so kind, so good, so overflowing with compassion, I beat my breast to think I could ever have rebelled against One who loved me so and sought my good.”   We are incapable of saving ourselves; faith enables us to spend eternity with God.  Hebrews 11:1 (NIV) “Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” And, Hebrews 11:6 (NIV) states, “And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.” Romans 10:17 (NIV) “Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.” Scripture explains that the source of faith is God:  Ephesians 2:8-9 (NIV)”For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith–and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God–not by works, so that no one can boast.”  Another quote (paraphrased) that hit me like a brick wall was, “The focus of Christian faith should not be our love for God but to realize God’s love for us.”   And, “Christianity is not about good people getting better. If anything, it is good news for bad people coping with their failure to be good.” 

I did say this is a journey and my first task is to identify and name it, the thing or things that keeps me from fully living my faith and developing a deeper relationship with God.

  •   Self-Confidence
  •   Trust

Now, my work begins.  Funny, that statement immediately took me to one of my favorite places, my church.  At the end of every service the congregation says, “Our worship has ended. Now our Service begins!”  I approach this task with fears, humility and hope.  Below are a few of sites I have looked at and they offer simple and creative ways to build self-confidence and trust.  Our pasts will be different during this portion of the trekking but our futures can and will be what we choose them to be and mine is to grow and develop an interacting relationship with my Creator and Savior. 

~Blessings and Peace~ 

References and resources:

http://jonathanmerritt.religionnews.com/2013/10/02/tullian-tchividjian/

http://www.biblegateway.com

http://www.wikihow.com/Build-Self-Confidence

http://www.wikihow.com/Trust-Your-Own-Abilities

Faith, Part 1

Faith, what visual picture does this word bring to you or what does it mean to you.  I proudly profess to be a Christian and believe in the Trinity of God the Father, the Son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.  Faith is the belief in, devotion to, or trust in somebody or something, especially without logical proof. I found myself this past week questioning my faith in people I care very deeply for, what does that say about me and my faith in God?  I believe in a God, whom I have never seen and I doubt people I see and interact with on a regular basis.  This revelation has caused great concern to me and I started trying to understand this double standard I am living.  I started as basic as I possibly could asking is faith, trust and belief the same thing?  They are synonyms for each other and are defined very closely, but I am more interested in the words as “action” words rather than simple nouns. Faith is an “action” word for me, it’s living out my faith on a daily basis and is what others see in me.  It was a devastating feeling when I realized my faith seemed to be weak.  As I was considering  these things the word “trust” kept creeping into my thoughts, and after thinking about it and having a conversation with someone close to me I began to see with perfect clarity that it is myself that I do not trust and that my belief/faith in myself is weak.  As with most things in life, it is expected that one should be able to understand and do things before they expect to receive it from others.  The foundation of my faith and belief in God is that He loved me before I was created, He knew me before I was conceived, these truths are found in the Bible.  I have been holding onto fear for as long as I can remember and although I have experienced periods of strength and confidence somehow I recoil back into a place where I have retreated over and over again throughout my life.  What am I so afraid of? Criticism, not being pretty enough, smart enough overall not feeling loved, liked or accepted.  The problem is I try to be accepted based upon everyone else’s moral and value code of ethics…see my problem?  The rules will never be the same; therefore, I will never meet any of them!  I must define my own values and morals to live by and the only acceptance and approval I should be seeking is God’s.  Please bear with me, I realize I might be making this sound easy and in many instances it can be; however, if you are reading this and have ever experienced doubts about yourself, life and even the eternal know that you are not alone.  I am starting a journey and I am inviting you to join me, the first thing is to identify and name it (fear, confidence, inferiority..) whatever is enabling; second thing is honesty with ourselves and most especially with God, He already knows what’s in our hearts.  The third thing is a plan, knowing where we are and where we want to go/be.  I think three steps are more than enough to begin this journey.  I will be updating and sharing my trek of living my faith and I would welcome dialogue.

~Blessings and Peace~

Anticipation

What do you do when you are expecting something?

Today, I was expecting to see an old friend, I got up early and ran all my errands, then rushed home to clean and straighten the apartment all with anticipation.  I wanted things to be neat and tidy for my friend, although she would never say anything if it had been messy!  The excitement and the waiting were unnerving at times.  Several thoughts raced through my mind, would she notice my weight loss, would she be excited and happy to see me…oh, the list or at least my mind raced into many different directions.  We have been friends for well over a decade, we have seen each other though many things over the years; from friends to lovers back to friends again.  My best description of our relationship is…family.  I will always love her and I will always wish for her happiness. She is strong and independent, smart and beautiful to mention a few of her traits.  I will always have a special place for her in my life and in my heart, although we are hundreds of miles apart, she knows that I am here for her anytime and I too can call upon her.  She used to tell me that I was her hero,  that made me feel invincible!   The most courageous thing she ever did was also one the most difficult things I have ever dealt with, telling me her love for me had changed, that was it and she never changed her mind or looked back from that moment.  Fast forward four years, she and I are different people today, wiser and more knowledgeable, I like to think.  The  breakup has been by far one the most difficult, heartbreaking journeys I have ever been through and has affected me so radically all I can do is say “Thank You” for loving me enough to let go.  I am a better person, a better friend and maybe someday a better lover, but none of this would even be possible if she had just stayed going through the motions.  You are probably wondering, why am I telling you this story…well I want to share the rest of my story with you and it only came to fruition because of that journey.  I had always identified myself by the people I loved and cared for, so when I was forced to live with myself it was uncomfortable, I did not like taking care of me as much as I liked taking care of others.  I discovered if I am not whole, I can not make someone else whole, I lacked the knowledge and skills to do that.  I am a stubborn individual and I was starving to be needed but I was looking in all the wrong places.   I started to look for order in my life, I wanted God but I wanted Him on my terms.  I searched for a community that could feed me spiritually but I was stubborn at this too.  I was scared to make choices of make myself vulnerable, I wanted love, peace and security…but I did not want to invest too much time finding these things.  So, after two plus years, I did find a church and a community of faith filled with a wealth of interesting people, who thought I was kind of interesting as well.  It has not been an easy road getting to the place I’m at right now, but I can say with all honesty, that through all the tears and fears I count it all a blessing.  God had always been a part of my life as far back as I can remember, I am so very thankful that God never gave up on me.  My joy comes from knowing where I’ve been and absolutely knowing where I going.  I can now lay claim my values knowing to  whom I belong and that I am loved by so many.  God was and is in control, I was merely delirious in thinking I was in control.   My future is in God’s hands as I seek to do His will and not mine.  I am fully aware that bad and probably sad things are going to happen in my life, none will compare to life without God, He created me, knew me before I was born, knew I would screw things up but loved me in spite of myself.  Life is hopeless without God, with God Life is Hope Filled!

~Peace and Blessings~

God and the United States of America

I am proud to be an American but I am ashamed of my lack knowledge about the things that make us a Great Nation.  As a child I remember saying the “Pledge of Allegiance” and singing the “Star Spangled Banner” but unfortunately I do not recall the last time I said or sang either.  I am proud of the individuals that serve in our military, and although I did not choose to serve and in all honesty could not have endured it I am thankful and indebted to the brave men and women who protect my rights to live in a country where I am free, I have freedom.  I was born in this country so I have not experienced the absence of freedom.  Today as I was reading the news I become outraged at an article on CNN Belief Blog, stating “The Air Force makes ‘God’ optional in honor code?  Really, where is our line in the sand as it relates to our fundamental facts of this Great Country that has had ‘God’ sown into the very fabric of our nation?  I began researching facts of my great nation and I rediscovered some of the knowledge of my youth.  I am in favor of immigration but the “why” individuals want to become “Americans” is in my opinion is crucial.  When a decision is made to immigrate to America you are accepting “the America” we American’s cherish!  America is not for everyone, so don’t come here and then fight to change our history to mold it into something different.  Furthermore, why is it that so many Americans think we have to foster to every whim to be politically correct or accepting of changing or minimizing the core values of our country?  People, traditions and beliefs can be respected and even be a melting-pot without changing the visions and foundations of our nation, as inspired by our Founding Fathers.  What I am trying to say is, I am proud to be an American and for the freedom to say so.  Did you know that in the modern motto of the United States of America, was established in a 1956 law signed by President Dwight D Eisenhower, is In God We Trust.  The phrase IN GOD WE TRUST as a motto for currency (but not as a National motto) first appeared on United States coins in 1864. The 1956 law was the first establishment of an official motto for the country, although E Pluribus Unum (“from many, one”) had been adopted by an Act of Congress in 1782 as the motto for the Seal of the United States and had been used on coins and paper money since 1795. Thus, it had been unofficially considered to be the country’s motto. The change from “E Pluribus Unum” to “In God We Trust” was generally considered uncontroversial at the time given the pressures of the Cold War era.  The constitutionality of the modern national motto has been questioned with relationship to the separation of church and state outlined in the First Amendment. In 1970, in Aronow v. United States, the United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit ruled that the motto does not violate the First Amendment to the Constitution. The United States Supreme Court has not ruled on the issue.  A similar phrase appears in the final stanza of The Star-Spangled Banner. Written in 1814 by Francis Scott Key (and later adopted as the U.S. national anthem on March 3, 1931 by US president Herbert Hoover), the song contains an early reference to a variation of the phrase: “And this be our motto: ‘In God is our trust.’”

The Pledge of Allegiance

By Francis Bellamy 1892

“I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

Official versions of the Pledge of Allegiance

(Changes in bold italics)

1892:  “I pledge allegiance to my Flag and the republic for which it stands, one nation indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

1892 to 1922:  “I pledge allegiance to my Flag and to the republic for which it stands: one nation indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

1923:  “I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States, and to the republic for which it stands; one Nation indivisible with liberty and justice for all.”

1924 to 1954:  “I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America, and to the republic for which it stands; one Nation indivisible with liberty and justice for all.”

1954 to Present:  “I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America, and to the republic for which it stands, one Nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

The Star Spangled Banner  

By: Francis Scott Key 1814

Oh, say can you see by the dawn’s early light

What so proudly we hailed at the twilight’s last gleaming?

Whose broad stripes and bright stars thru the perilous fight,

O’er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming?

And the rocket’s red glare, the bombs bursting in air,

Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.

Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet wave

O’er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

On the shore, dimly seen through the mists of the deep,

Where the foe’s haughty host in dread silence reposes,

What is that which the breeze, o’er the towering steep,

As it fitfully blows, half conceals, half discloses?

Now it catches the gleam of the morning’s first beam,

In full glory reflected now shines in the stream:

Tis the star-spangled banner! Oh long may it wave

O’er the land of the free and the home of the brave!

And where is that band who so vauntingly swore

That the havoc of war and the battle’s confusion,

A home and a country should leave us no more!

Their blood has washed out their foul footsteps’ pollution.

No refuge could save the hireling and slave

From the terror of flight, or the gloom of the grave:

And the star-spangled banner in triumph doth wave

O’er the land of the free and the home of the brave!

Oh! thus be it ever, when freemen shall stand

Between their loved home and the war’s desolation!

Blest with victory and peace, may the heav’n rescued land

Praise the Power that hath made and preserved us a nation.

Then conquer we must, when our cause it is just,

And this be our motto: “In God is our trust.”

And the star-spangled banner in triumph shall wave

O’er the land of the free and the home of the brave!

In closing, thank you for reading my blog and whether you agree with me or not, I am thankful to be in a country that enables me to share my views freely. 

~Peace and Blessings~

References:

http://religion.blogs.cnn.com/2013/10/25/air-force-makes-god-optional-in-honor-code/

http://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/president-eisenhower-signs-in-god-we-trust-into-law

http://www.network54.com/Forum/272761/thread/1310601841/In+God+We+Trust….+Act+of+Congress,+approved+on+April+11,+1864

http://www.ushistory.org/documents/pledge.htm

  

My Soldier

I have freedom, not because it is free

My freedom comes from the sacrifices of many

Sacrifices of generations before me

And those who currently face daily conflicts

Most are braver than I ever hope to be

But because of them I am free

Bravery is a character trait

                  Of all those individuals who fight for me                

They fight for people they love dearly

They fight for ones they will never meet

The fight is personal and public

Its connectivity to the threads that bind us as Americans

The face of my soldier will continue mostly elusive to me

The actions of my soldier, forever grateful I will be for my freedoms

For all those who have sacrificed of themselves for the betterment of other

I say thank you and if I say it from now to eternity, it will never be enough

But, I know it is not for the pleasantries that you do what you do

You do it because it is your very character, your call in this lifetime

I have freedom, not because it is free…

~Charlotte A. Robinson~

01/09/2009

 

 

 

 

All for the Glory of God

Today, as I was starting my day I was reminded of a conversation I had earlier in the week about perceptions.  Truth and honesty is always the best route to take but all too often people hide behind the issue as opposed to standing tall and defending their remarks.  I hate to admit it but I allowed someone to take my joy about my job from me, I literally handed it over without a single thought.  I was reminded of a story from bible Matthew 6:16-17 (NIV) whenever you fast, do not put on a gloomy face as the hypocrites do, for they neglect their appearance so that they will be noticed by men when they are fasting. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full. 17″But you, when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face…” I realize I am not in the same situation but the truth and reality is I came into work today upset because of someone else’s perceptions of me, really!  I needed someone to hit me in the head like the commercial “I could have had a V-8!!  Seriously, I need to be me, coming in as I normally do; I had at least five people ask me if I was ok today.  I was not myself and as much as I like to think I was the only person affected by these perceptions, I am mistaken it affected the very people I like bringing joy to on a daily basis.  Tomorrow is a new day, my joy is from God and I cannot let arbitrary people control it.  Although my heart is still saddened, an outward appearance of sadness will not resolve my issues.  God knows our hearts; our relationship with Him is a personal one and by exposing this specific ordeal in an outward way will bring attention but not wisdom and peace.  As a Christian I am to be a beckon of light to God and live an example of following His commandments, and although I can never be perfect I can strive to Christ-like behavior and always find rest and forgiveness not because of anything I can do but because of God’s love, His grace and His mercy.  I have no doubts that God is working within my life and that every day is an opportunity to serve Him, God wants and desires to be in our lives…look, listen and feel His presence daily.  My joy is a gift from God and I make a difference in people’s lives and I am proud of that.  We all have spiritual gifts and they are woven into our very existence, be the person God created you to be, and to God be all the glory.  Colossians 3:17 (NIV) “And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.”

When things go our way it’s easy to give the glory to God, but what about the things and times when they don’t go as we would like and when we feel persecuted?  Accepting things we don’t like can be difficult and the difficulty comes in many forms…

1.) We acknowledge we are not in control, God is!

2.) We question our faith in God. 

3.) We see our humanness and our inability to be or do anything worthwhile in the absence of God, our Creator and Redeemer!  This is simple and yet made complex by our sinful nature. 

To God be the Glory

~Peace and Blessings~

Jonathan Livingston Seagull

A timeless story for all ages, the writer (Richard Bach) paints a portrait where the reader can become an active participant as the story unfolds. Most, if not all can relate with Jonathan and his feelings. He has dreams and desires to become more than just what is expected. He is bullied and singled out for pursuing his individual ideas to the point of being an outcast. His parents, siblings, family and friends shun him and he must find a new place to live. Although he is alone, he does not crumble or buckle under because he has been labeled an outcast; he believes in himself and chases his dreams. Jonathan hears the still small voice within him and never gives up. I do not want to spoil the ending of the book, I encourage you to take a short trip with Jonathan and experience his joy, his refusal to be just like everyone else and conform because that’s what is expected. I also do not want to limit your imagination to how this story can easily be seen in our everyday lives…each of us are unique and the only limitations we have are the ones we impose upon ourselves. It does not take courage to conform; it takes courage to live and do the things that gives meaning to us. What motivates you, who do you desire to be, it is never too late to be the extraordinary person inside…jumping and screaming to be let out to live, to be! What are you waiting for…grab this book and set out on a journey!
“It is a good rule after reading a new book, never to allow yourself another new one till you have read an old one in between.”
― C.S. Lewis
My reflections: For me the still small voice inside me is the Holy Spirit and I know that God created me uniquely individual and I do have purpose. Being a Christian can and has made some outcasts, but our reward is not in or of this world; our eternal home is in Heaven living forever with God, the Father, the Holy Spirit and Jesus Christ.

~Peace and Blessings~