Decision Day

Today is the day I choose and decisions made will impact my life in unknown ways.  I could say I’m scared, nervous, and fearful…individually or all together makes no different, my life will be forever changed. Each day whether or not we recognize it, we made decisions that alter the paths our lives take.  It is truly amazing the things we do without giving any thought to…my best example for myself is awareness of my surroundings, I do visual checks as if it’s just part of being human, but it’s not…we all have specific and special skills we perform with little or no preparation on a daily basis.  I know the journey that is set before me is not going to be easy or smooth, I anticipate that this year will be a period of refining.  I have an important task that needs considerable attention that will require me to do things I am not at all comfortable doing.  I am going to face obstacles that I have avoided for a very long time, I cannot move forward until I can release the darkness that holds me captive.  My heart and mind are in “fight or flight” mode and I want to flee, run away but I’m tired.  As long as I allow this darkness to remain I cannot be the woman (daughter, sister, aunt, cousin or friend) I was created to be.

Psalms 23: 4 “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.”

~Blessings and Peace~