For days now…
The winds of this life have left me wanting…searching…lost…and forgotten.
Satisfaction is elusive in a very real sense.
My thoughts, they deceive me
What is fact and what is fiction?
What to do?
Fact and fiction, all scrambled one upon another.
I have lost my way,
A ship at sea with no captain, no sail.
O God of heaven and earth,
Lead me back to you!
I need what only you can give,
Forgiveness and acceptance.
Only you can love me, though undeserving I am…
Your unconditional love will free me from myself.
Please, I beg you…
Take these burdens, teach me your ways.
My ways are weak and cause great pain.
I ache and yearn for what this world cannot give, though I try unsuccessfully.
Alas, this world does not sustain me.
It pleasures in my pain.
Take my empty dreams and broken promises.
Fill me with your love, your compassion and your promises.
You will never fail.
You will never be withered by time.
Your promises, compassion and your love endure generation after generation with no end.
O God, clothe me with your love.
Use me to spread your message to others.
Open the eyes of others like me, to your love.
Longing for real joy and true happiness.
Cradle me and all your children in your limitless, abounding love for now and always, forevermore.
July 05, 2013 at 2328
*Updated April, 04, 2021 at 1735
~Charlotte, Seeker of unexpected Comfort, Happiness, Joy and Patience.